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Disastrous...
Thursday, September 30, 2010 // back to top
Yesterday night was horrible.
People say 'forgive and forget', but those 2 things are impossible to me.
Especially when my anger level went from 10/10 to 7/10.
Now, i don't know what to believe.
At first, it was a happy day.
Had fun on audi, chit-chat with friends.
And some peeps started teasing me, i don't mind those (:
But then, the storm came.
And the storm practically wrecked my whole happiness.
Not only mine happiness, but others as well.
I'm not going into further details.
But theres one thing i know about myself after this incident:
When i hate someone, i never get over it.
Even if he/she apologizes, it is something i don't forgive. or forget.
That's why... I hate myself for being like this.
Sigh... some people are despicable in this world.
Especially that bitch from last night. Or should i say bastard?
Second time in combat with him.
He really likes ruining his reputation.
Probably a dip shit in real life. drop-out, no life.
And Calvin also, never knew you were like this man.
Criticizing xSIAOKIA, siding with that bastard.
You say you didn't know it was that bastard until after,
but really, did it make a difference in your opinion after finding out?
Did it? Did you think, "Ah fuck. I did something despicable."
DID YOU? High chance is that you didn't.
I can't tolerate it when you criticize a good friend of mine.
To xSIAOKIA, she can tolerate it. but me, i cannot.
I don't give a fuck if you criticize me. Go ahead. I ain't stopping you.
But Siao was helping me. After i left the battlefield.
And when that bastard started arguing with her, you helped him.
You owe an apology to her. not me.
And i don't accept apologies in circumstances like that.
Nice knowing you.
J-, you also lied to me.
It wasn't just a small lie that i can get over, big one.
For 3 years straight, you lied.
You still think i can trust you? Think again.
Last night, i might've misunderstood that.
All i could see was you laughing and talking with that bastard.
Who was it that said PWM was cmi-ster?
That, i might've misunderstood. I admit.
But you lied to me, for these 3 years.
Maybe, if i found out you were a girl earlier, not in this incident.
I might've accepted it. I would've forgiven you.
But right now, i'm in no state to forgive you. or trust.
I shouldn't call you Joel anymore but Clara.
Siao says you're a very nice girl. I don't doubt that.
You might have your reasons for keeping your gender a secret.
But to me, it feels like my trust in you as shattered.
If you entrusted me with your secret, you would still have my trust.
But no more. I'm very dumb-founded right now.
Thanks, once again.
Signing off,30/9/10