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Thursday, November 12, 2009 // back to top
Sigh... not doing so well lately...
My parents condition is getting worse and worse...
Dad yelled at me yesterday... but i understand.
He bears something painful... but of course,
neither my Mum or Dad will tell me. I'm not part of it.
I forgive my Dad for yelling at me because i know,
this is not the right time to be mad at my Dad.
I dont wanna type out what happened since its... personal.
But i just know, my household is changing... quickly.
The atmosphere is very... unsettling... and sad.
You know, my Mum asked this question about 2 days ago
"If me & your dad were to divorce, who would you go with?"
At that time i thought, omg? is this for real?
I didn't believe in it but i gave an answer anyway...
There are good points about my Mum & Dad...
but overall, i would go with my Mum...
When my Mum asked that, i felt like i wanted to cry.
i never cried or believed in it... positive thoughts.
I just hope we will never go that path... hope.
Mainly negatives today... not many good...
Oh yeah, and what you said on the phone, Nadin
That me & Hong's life is much harder than yours
thats not entirely true... im sure your life is hard at times.
But just for now, its worse.
After schools now, im focusing on going out for walks.
If you're free, come join me ! We can lie on the grass in Prendwick.
Stare at the sky.... filled with dull clouds.
Even my Mum told me to go out for walks... which was unusual.
Maybe i should accept her advice?
I shall pray for a miracle to happen....
Something that will cure the war in my house right now...
I hope something will drive these tears away soon...
And i hope something will cheer me up =D
(I know this is random but its what im thinking...)Good Night.