Friday, October 23, 2009 // back to top
A hot day today T.T i had sport too !!
but, SPORT WAS AWESOMEEEEE ~~
i like softball >=) especially batting. I GOT TO WALK IT !!
because the pitcher threw bad throws, so i got to walk to first base.
HAPPYYYYY ~~ and our team won anyway.
Before that, me + Sue + Yu ting were singing Nobody song while changing.
XDD !! i got that song stuck in Emily's head >=D
Ah yes.... played handball for a short while...
I might play again? idk....
AND YAYYY !! WEEKENDSSS !! ~~~ i can sleep in nowwww.
but i got northshore on Sunday =.="
As usual, he called me last night as promiseddd.
Shocking really... never knew he was that pathetic/stupid.
I always knew he was a brave person... but on the inside..
he was a weak guy =.= because of his weakness, we argued.
Well, here's what happened :
Started off with him apologizing to me for making me cry. i knew it =.=
He said he will tell me everything, and he meant it.
He asked J to help him... and J did. i dont know what happened but yeahh.
He said they talked together, and the result was this. telling me everything.
He said..... he liked me. for a long time. I was speechless.
He thought that we couldn't be together because we're in different places.
He asked J for help.... J couldnt help but instead said..
"Why dont you try forgetting about (my name) by getting a gf?"
(sorry if i use 'he' for every single sentence i start with >.<)He couldnt help it... but listen to J's advice
(since J is the 'wise' one)Then he told me, most of the time, the girls confessed to him, not him.
Only one time he confessed and that was his recent gf.
He said he liked her... liked her a lot. thought it was his ticket out of this.
but she left him because she couldnt forget about her ex.
(apparently)And they broke up like that. blob got all depressed... went to J for help.
He told me that J got all pissed and started yelling at blob.
And they started arguing etcetc.
and thats when J accidentally yelled out i liked him =.="
Blob heard and J ended up telling blob everything.... thats how he knew.
He didnt believe it... so he wanted to confirm it from my mouth.
And yeahh.... Nadinnn ~ u shud know the rest.
Blob said he was very shocked but at the same time, happy.
And i got a bit emotional and cried,
"Why didnt you tell me earlier?! Then we didnt have to argue..."
He said i'm the only one he didnt want to tell... because im 'special'
when he said that, I WAS REALLY HAPPY >////<
Happy when im crying? LOL WTF. embarrassed.
He continued by calling him a weak bastard etc.
Then the final question came.
"Do you still want to be with me? a bastard like me"
Again, SHOCKED, because i thought this would never happen =.=
I........ couldn't accept it. nor could i refuse.
After this, im sure we both would like to have time out.
So i said, "Just being good friends is enough for now. For now, i just want to work my way up the stairs and hope that one day when we see each other, we'll be together."
Now that i look back on it, IM SO EMBARRASSED !! >/////<
I CANT BELIEVE I SAID THAT !!! RAWRRRR >.<
But his answer was just as good, "Alright, i'll be waiting."
AWWWWWW ~~ so romantic XD. it really is like a manga o.o
But im glad.... everything worked out fine, and no more secrets.
For now, i just want to be very good friends =D
Dating for me? nah, i prefer friends.... for now that is >=)