Hihi :D
says the pink bunny
WARNING!Do not continue any further if you think this mistress is not awesome.
Thankyou.
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Ahhh, docomo phones are sooo nice T.T
Don't know what docomo is? Google it. xD
It's a japanese phone brand. you shud check it out >.<
This is the one i want !! Either red or white =D*sigh* kinda boring today... tempted to play handball...
In the end, like usual, didnt play..
Didnt do SOSE homework... i thought i would get scolded =.="
but i didnt. the teacher said it wouldn't affect your grades. YAHOOOO ~
HAPPYYYYY !!! This is my first time soooo.... HAPPYYYY ~
Hmm... ahh yeah... last night he called me.... before i went to sleep =.=
Kinda awkward at first since i was pissed at him.
He talked about my feelings.... he called himself a bastard... i agreed xD
Then started an argument about him lying...
He said he didnt want to tell me about them, i asked why.
He made a load of bullshit about it and i didnt trust him.
if he didnt want to tell me about them, then why would he tell me about his last gf?
I asked him that, he didnt answer. Silence.
He asked me who told me that. i lied to him.
J took the initiative to tell me, i dont want him hurt by blob.
Blob knew i was lying obviously... he just kept demanding who told me...
And the argument continued.... until we were out of breath.
I ended up crying on the phone... not loudly... but you could hear me sniff.
He said, 'I'm sorry. i'll call you tomorrow. Good night"
I think he realized i was crying... thats why he hung up.
I.... I dont think im up for it... confronting him that is.
Our long term friendship might break like this... i dont want that.
What should i do? Confront or break apart?
Talked to J just then.... i felt that he & blob is still hiding something from me.
Maybe it's a secret between them? if it is, i wont interfere.
but if it about me as well... i think i have the right to know.
During our convo, i thought i heard blob's voice. maybe it was my imagination.
I'm still worrying if blob was there or not.... arghhh! >.<
J said something very interesting.... :
"He.... has a good reason why he's doing this."
I still wonder about what his 'good reason' is.... =.=
I musnt worry too much.... since i might hear it out of his mouth tonight.
Mmm.... i'll tell you next time about what will happen.