Pain...
Thursday, March 26, 2009 // back to top
Didn't go to school today. went to dentist, 9.30
Injections to make my mouth numb, then pulling.
1 baby tooth and 1 permanent tooth. ouch.
Baby tooth hurt like s***. Permanent.. didn't feel any pain.
Still bleeding, get use to it. they pulled out the teeth on my right.
Next Thursday, more pulling. then for the finishing touch, braces.
feels weird. can't smile or eat properly.
not hungry, not thirsty, not tired, not comfortable...
What more will come? hurry up and disappear already.
I want my teeth to be the best as possible...
Not sure if i'm going to school tomorrow... most probably will.
satisfied...
Sunday, March 22, 2009 // back to top
Cut a short deal with Dad...
He buys me Adobe Photoshop, i make coffee for him everyday.
deal, bought it for me online. coming in a week or so.
Super satisfied. he is his normal self now.
He is also buying me more clip-on earrings.
i won't be buying stuff for a long time ! >.<
T.T cryyy. getting my teeth pulled out on the 26th.
i wont be eating properly for a long time. T.T
My family says i will definitely get slimmer because of that.
Getting 4 pulled out. 2 on the 26th. 2 on... another day.
then getting braces. argh. i dont want braces T.T
I should ask Paimun how it feels like to have braces... ehehehe.
Thinking... about something... weird...
Updates ! New blog music. Enjoy !
Depressed...
Thursday, March 19, 2009 // back to top
Many things happened... mostly anger... and sadness.
recovered... but still a bit sad... i'm so glad it didn't happen.
One day, after playing dinner with Dad, went home.
a tension of anger was drifting in the air... i could feel it.
ignored it. took shower, went out for dinner with family.
Parents had a big arguement.. in the car. big big one.
why couldn't we just be happy for 1 day? 1 day !
That arguement went for the whole car ride. i wanted to cry.
held back. not the time to cry. arrived at restaurant.
Everyone got out, except for my Mum. she was crying.
i wanted to cry even more... for the first time, my Mum is crying.
she has never cried since i was born...
Dad was filled with anger... we told him to go into the restaurant first.
he refused, we ended up driving BACK HOME.
Mum started complaining to him in the car again...
i couldn't bare to listen anymore, put on headphones, turned on extra loud.
Me & Bonnie sat at the back, and we thought it wasn't the time to talk.
So we SMS each other instead.
Arrived home. went to Bonnie's room. she told me i can stay in her room.
5 min after entering her room, i cried.
i kept asking myself a question, "Why did this happen?"... i never got an answer.
Right after crying, i got a bloodnose. Great timing.
bleeding wouldn't stop. i felt really sick.
took a little nap. then, Mum woke me up.
told me to go out for dinner, just the 4 of us. without Dad.
it was nearly 9. most restaurants closeby would be closed.
fast food. went to Nandoes, they said they're closing.
then went for KFC. not closed. Mum talked to me in the car about Dad.
the reason why Dad's first girlfriend left him was because of his stubbornness.
and his personality - getting angry very easily.
Then i thought of Mum working with Dad everyday, Dad yelling at Mum everyday.
How can Mum stand Dad? how can she work with him?
I realized, all this time, Mum wanted to cry. real badly.
Gave her a big hug. went home to eat KFC.
i told Dad, very sweetly, to eat dinner. only i can do that since i'm the youngest.
he did eat. ate at the TV. oh well, better than not eating.
i filled my empty stomach. went to bed 1 hr after dinner.
Few days had passed, and i could feel Dad trying to compensate Mum.
He was working hard, fixing my room up. trying to buy me office chairs, lights etc.
i felt happier, that he finally thought it through.
Bonnie noticed that too, Dad trying to apologize to Mum.
He isn't that stubborn after all. now i know one more thing about Dad.
He tries to apologize to Mum by working around the house.The last time he banged Bonnie's head really hard, he tried to apologize.
Guess how he did it? very strangely too.
He asked her, "Does it hurt?" and rubbed her head.If i never talked to him about Bonnie's head, he probably won't touch her, at all.
I still feel a bit sad, since Mum and Dad don't talk in the house anymore.But each day is getting better, i hope tomorrow will be full of surprises.Oh yeah, the thing that i was glad that didn't happen..... was a divorce.
finally....
Friday, March 13, 2009 // back to top
*sigh* so tired... school is boring...
i feel like lying down on a field and look up to the clouds...
Maybe Prendwick would do.... dunno.
Nearly got my phone confiscated in D 'n' T... i'm so smart.
Stupid Ha, while walking through the door for S 'n' E,
he pushed me to the wall... practically squishing me.
Nearly got in trouble... nearly.
Nothing to write about... highschool life is boring.
I shall end my post here? Yeah....
Need to wax.... wait a sec, why am i saying this?!
Big Day Out !
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 // back to top
Tuesday was fun. all Year 8's went to Riverton Leisureplex for a carnival.
Got into our factions- Emerald, Ruby, Sapphire & Diamond.
I'm in Emerald. =.=" it sucksss. i wanted to be in Ruby or Diamond !!
I'm in the same faction as most of my friends. most of all, Hong !!
Ehehehe, we were divided into 2 groups in our faction. i was in group 1.
Same as Hong ! YAYY !! i can annoy someone now ! HOHOHO ~
Went swimming first. but i didn't swim coz i couldn't be bothered. and didn't bring bathers.
instead, i did jobs for teachers... putting the pins on the ribbons.
Watch them race, for ribbons. so funny.
One dude kept flinging his hair so he can wet me. i kept kicking him.
but i guess it was fun........ but it wasn't fun doing the ribbons =.="
Lunch/Recess time. walked over to the oval to do field activities.
Saw my other friends
(in my faction). they kept shouting out, "SPIDER SPIDER !!"
Omg =.=" felt like punching her. Hong saw her beloved boyfriend *COUGH COUGH*
everytime i mention anything about 'him' to her, she punches me like crazy.
especially whenever i said, "Look ! its your boyfriend !"
Anyways, on to the oval. arrived, gave gold coin donation for Pizza + Water !
Ate 3 slices... felt really full. Looked around, someone shouted out, "This is my fifth piece !"
OMG !! what a pig, LOL. wow, that was amazing. FIFTH PIECE ?!?!
Activities. separated into 3 groups this time. i was in Emerald- Group 3.
we versed Ruby- Group 3. CAROLINEEEE !!! BWAHAHAHAHA !!
Went to "Tempin Bowling" first. (not much of a bowling)Ruby was in lead, but we caught up and WON !! HAHAHAHAHA !!!
Next game- Hurdles. in other words, a blindfold game.
You have to get all your team members over to the other side, avoiding the hurdles.
1 person will guide your team members
(coz they are all blindfolded).I was first, to be blindfolded. Made a line so basically they were all following me.
Made it through safely !! HOHOHO ~ next stage,
Try to turn the mat over without stepping on the grass
(all members stand on it)We finished before Ruby ! HOHO ~ next stage, tunnel ball.
We managed to beat Ruby, but they did Leader Ball for some reason O.O
Next game- water slide no.1 ..... i didn't participate in it
(since you need your bathers)i didn't have my bathers so yeahh. watched them slide. looks fun ^^
Next game- High Jump. i was scared of it.... lol.
2 people holds onto the board while the rest step onto the board and jump over.
i jumped over, SUCCESSFULLY ! YAYYYY ~
Ruby had 20 sec ahead of us, but we beat them !
(again ^^)I'm pretty sure we had to do something before that... but, oh well.
Next game- water slide no.2WTH ?! there were 2 waterslides. everyone was like, WTF ?!?!
Some of them said, "Awwww, we have to get wet, AGAIN ?!"
Haha, i laughed at them coz they didn't want to get wet.... again.
Last game- horizontal bungee.I was really....... amazed. some people were dumb enough to walk backwards.
We're suppose to let the spring PULL us back. so basically we fall back.
i hit my hard.... on it. it hurt, and messed up my hair. so i took out the hair lacky.
didn't go on it again... lol. there were love birds in our group
(well i called them that)The girl threatened me that she will break my glasses and the guy....
he just kept throwing grass at me =.=" and saying, "I swear, i will kill you one day."
Loll. When is this 'one day'? LOL. he's in some of my classes... annoying.
He keeps annoying me... =.=" argh. everytime i talk to my friends in class, he barges in.
i wanted to shout, "*BEEP* OFF !!" loll. but i'm not that mean, am i?
After field activities, went back to swimming pool. the final event, RELAYS !!
Hong got in ! YAYYY ~ we all cheered, "GO HONG !! SWIM FASTER !!"
HAHAHAHA !! hilarious. and omg, Hong's 'apparent boyfriend' got into the relays !
WTF ?!
(no offence to him) he's like......... round. all the 'azn' girls
(includes me) was disgusted.
LOLLLL !! Emerald won the Boy's Swimming Relays but came 3rd for Girl's Relays.
Overall, the day was fun i guess. i did make a lot of new friends ^^ and 1 enemy.. =.="
i just hope he won't annoy me tomorrow... like how he did today.
Cut myself.... during cooking. i'm so smart.Came 4th out of my entire class for Math's test. ^^
memoriable day ^^
Sunday, March 1, 2009 // back to top
woke up 7. got dressed for school. North Shore =.="
took me a while to decide what to wear.
got my Mum to braid my hair. but failed.
Left the house at 9.15
Arrived at 9.23 . walked to my class and there was someone there waiting. already.
surprised me. later on, another classmate came... then the 'relief' teacher.
this teacher sucks at teaching. her writing is crap.
No one in the class understood what she was saying... even me.
i kept quiet. i'll ask my 'normal' teacher about it next week.
Recess. the cold war between me and a 'guy' classmate began.
Well, he started it by calling me spoilt. =.="
i didn't walk around school coz... well.. i couldn't be bothered.
And i didn't want to see her....
Maths. singaporean teacher. i had him last year.. but he probably doesn't remember me.
I had to move seats since one of my friends, Paveena, wanted to sit next to me.
And copy my work =.=" she copies my work then asks me to explain how to do it.
Algebra. my favourite. i like algebra... more than ratios. i find ratios very difficult.
the teacher complimented me.
*tears of joy* he said i'm doing very well in class.
*more tears of joy* he even said that i got all my work correct.
*happpy*End of North Shore.. for the week. wore my hat, out the classroom.
Mum was waiting for me. got into the car. drove home.
Before we went to go to Fremantle, blob-bie came ! YAY !
but the bad thing was, he kept teasing me the whole day. =.="
Went to Fremantle. ate fish&chips. yum yum ^^... he called me a pig.
*cries in my corner* but he's a pig himself !
He ate a WHOLE bag himself !!
(a whole bag is really big)walked around Freo. sooooo hot. =.=" but i guess it is a nice weather.
Went to timezone. RACED BLOB ! BWAHAHAHA !!
played Mario Kart at TimeZone. I owned him ! YAYYYY !!
but he owned me in the rest. T.T
Went home. he kept pinching my cheeks in the car.
He told me he will be leaving in 2 days. T.T nooooooo !!
He left after we arrived home. bye bye blob-bie ~
now for me to relax ~ i compared Friday to today. which one would be better?
dunno... only i can answer it. can't wait till Tuesday.
BIG DAY OUT !! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!
Have fun and take care ~ ^^