Don't know why...
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 // back to top
Many things are on my mind right now... can't get it out of my mind.
The past and future is worrying me right now...
I'm scared of losing all my friends i met in Primary school...
I'm scared that they will change into a total stranger that no longer knows me.
I'm scared that my all my closest friends will walk away from me...
I'm scared of everyone being apart in Highschool...
I'm scared of losing her to someone else....
I'm scared that i will see him...
So many things i'm scared of. I don't know why, i can't find an answer to them.
I think of many solutions but they don't seem to answer them.
She asked me many questions like,
"Will you change in Highschool?"
"Are you going to change your personality?"
"Who are you gonna hang out with?"
These type of questions troubled me in finding an answer...
In the end, i couldn't answer any of the questions she asked me.
Then, she said the sentence that i feared...
"I might not hang out with you in Highschool."
Whenever i thought of that sentence, i couldn't stop the tears coming out...
It felt like, i lost something important. very important.
She knows i would be lost without her, yet she says that.
i'm troubled now. how did this happen? why did it happen this way?
Please.. let me find the answers to them soon...
Now to the happy news ! I'll be in HK in 19 days !
HURRAY !!! although i will only be there for 2 weeks.
As i told you, its a complete makeover for me !
New hairstyle ! New glasses ! New shoes ! New clothes !
Hoping to get more Converse shoes now.
But i doubt HK sizes will fit me... since my foot is huge.
Oh well, i'll just look in the "Mens" shoe section.
Should i get a new bag or keep my bag? i have no idea...
I want a better bag... but i also want my old bag... i am so screwed.
Oh well, i'll decide that when i get back to HK.
I have a list of people in line for my HK presents to them !
Lemme count them...
1. Zoe <--- ZOEEEEEEEE <3333
2. Paimun <--- total retard
3. Nadin <--- freak. KIDDING !
4. Caroline <--- Pokemon stuff for you?
5. Sharon <--- uh... stationery, right.
6. Tiffany <--- tan oil? Nah, she'll kill me.
7. Meredith <--- hmm... something cute?
8. Esther <--- no comment.
Zoe and Paimun were in a war for my special pen...
so i created a little (big) game that stopped their violence.
This game was a game for the pen, obviously.
i made some rules up on the spot. rules are:
1. You're not allowed to scratch, fight, punch, make each other bleed.
2. Each person starts off with 0 points.
3. If you do something bad to the other person, i will add a point.
4. btw, if i add a point, its a bad sign. whoever is closest to 10 loses the pen.
5. If scratched, i will confirm to see whether its worth +1 point or not.
6. If i was out of the room and you were killing each other, it doesn't count.
7. Lie to me and both of you will be on 8 points.
Some pretty harsh rules don't you think? Hohoho ~
They had fun ! Same as me... watching them kill themselves.
In the end, they had a tie since they got the same score.
That means... i have to buy 3 !! (buying one for myself too.)
Meh. Zoe will have to wait... ehehehe.... but for Paimun...
DAM HIM !! I'll be seeing him on my first day of Highschool.
I just hope he won't be in my Peer Group.. or classes...
if he is, i am so screwed. He would be copying my work 24-5.
Homework in Highschool... Great. hope its something i already learnt.
I hope "he" won't be in my class either. it would be troublesome.
Some peoples should know who i'm talking about... hehehe...
My long post shall end here.
Have a Happy New Year everyone !
Oh yeah, before i end it.. i got something for you !
*PINCH* and a *PUNCH* for the First day of 2009 !!