Don't know why...
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 // back to top
Many things are on my mind right now... can't get it out of my mind.
The past and future is worrying me right now...
I'm scared of losing all my friends i met in Primary school...
I'm scared that they will change into a total stranger that no longer knows me.
I'm scared that my all my closest friends will walk away from me...
I'm scared of everyone being apart in Highschool...
I'm scared of losing her to someone else....
I'm scared that i will see him...
So many things i'm scared of. I don't know why, i can't find an answer to them.
I think of many solutions but they don't seem to answer them.
She asked me many questions like,
"Will you change in Highschool?"
"Are you going to change your personality?"
"Who are you gonna hang out with?"
These type of questions troubled me in finding an answer...
In the end, i couldn't answer any of the questions she asked me.
Then, she said the sentence that i feared...
"I might not hang out with you in Highschool."
Whenever i thought of that sentence, i couldn't stop the tears coming out...
It felt like, i lost something important. very important.
She knows i would be lost without her, yet she says that.
i'm troubled now. how did this happen? why did it happen this way?
Please.. let me find the answers to them soon...
Now to the happy news ! I'll be in HK in 19 days !
HURRAY !!! although i will only be there for 2 weeks.
As i told you, its a complete makeover for me !
New hairstyle ! New glasses ! New shoes ! New clothes !
Hoping to get more Converse shoes now.
But i doubt HK sizes will fit me... since my foot is huge.
Oh well, i'll just look in the "Mens" shoe section.
Should i get a new bag or keep my bag? i have no idea...
I want a better bag... but i also want my old bag... i am so screwed.
Oh well, i'll decide that when i get back to HK.
I have a list of people in line for my HK presents to them !
Lemme count them...
1. Zoe <--- ZOEEEEEEEE <3333
2. Paimun <--- total retard
3. Nadin <--- freak. KIDDING !
4. Caroline <--- Pokemon stuff for you?
5. Sharon <--- uh... stationery, right.
6. Tiffany <--- tan oil? Nah, she'll kill me.
7. Meredith <--- hmm... something cute?
8. Esther <--- no comment.
Zoe and Paimun were in a war for my special pen...
so i created a little (big) game that stopped their violence.
This game was a game for the pen, obviously.
i made some rules up on the spot. rules are:
1. You're not allowed to scratch, fight, punch, make each other bleed.
2. Each person starts off with 0 points.
3. If you do something bad to the other person, i will add a point.
4. btw, if i add a point, its a bad sign. whoever is closest to 10 loses the pen.
5. If scratched, i will confirm to see whether its worth +1 point or not.
6. If i was out of the room and you were killing each other, it doesn't count.
7. Lie to me and both of you will be on 8 points.
Some pretty harsh rules don't you think? Hohoho ~
They had fun ! Same as me... watching them kill themselves.
In the end, they had a tie since they got the same score.
That means... i have to buy 3 !! (buying one for myself too.)
Meh. Zoe will have to wait... ehehehe.... but for Paimun...
DAM HIM !! I'll be seeing him on my first day of Highschool.
I just hope he won't be in my Peer Group.. or classes...
if he is, i am so screwed. He would be copying my work 24-5.
Homework in Highschool... Great. hope its something i already learnt.
I hope "he" won't be in my class either. it would be troublesome.
Some peoples should know who i'm talking about... hehehe...
My long post shall end here.
Have a Happy New Year everyone !
Oh yeah, before i end it.. i got something for you !
*PINCH* and a *PUNCH* for the First day of 2009 !!
What happened...
Saturday, December 27, 2008 // back to top
Haven't posted in a while..... *sigh*
Many things i wanted to talk about... starting from Graduation.
Went on smoothly. but i didn't cry during ceremony.
Got an award.... forgot what award....
Took photos... la di da..
Graduation Party on the same day as Graduation.
Had heeps of fun. in the dark. =.="
All the girls dressed up nicely... guys... no comment.
i wore a skirt... a bit too short i think but nvm.
Got there 15min earlier since we didn't know where it was.
So windy... someone nearly saw my undies.
Ate dinner first... then some dessert... then disco time.
During disco time, I played Chasey with a bunch of friends.
Got forced to join a long line of people dancing.... >.<
Party ended now. time to go home.
Went out the door... saw FB dude.... rawr.
He looked like he was drunk.. but hearing from my friends,
they said he was crying... i wonder why? nvm. i'll see him when school starts.
Last day of school. i cried at home about it... no one knows.. hehe.
Did some jobs for Mr Hill.. Me & Zoe did a job for Miss Barnes...
Packing up the Christmas Tree in the Staff room... hilarious !
Took off decorations first. then took down tree.
We couldn't get the tree to fit in the box, we were laughing a lot.
Zoe kept sitting on the tree to flatten it.. funny.
i held the box, she stuffed the tree in.. but... the tree was huge.
So it looked like Zoe was hugging the tree instead of stuff it. LOL.
I cracked up laughing. she told me to shutup. T.T
Telling a Year 7 to shutup on the last day... how nice.
15min before school ended, C1, C4 and C5 had a water fight. I was in C1
funny. i wanted a bucket but there were no more.
I didn't get wet that much... well.. maybe a lot...
Zoe was soaked. HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!
Last day of Primary school for me ended. many people were crying.
Zoe ran up to me to give me a 'Good-bye hug.' awwww.
but then i said, "I'll cya next year... rmbr? You're pen i promised you?"
Zoe said, "Oh yeah. YOU BETTER BUY ME ONE !!"
I felt threatened... but nvm. a promise is a promise right?
Got home, got changed, ate Wedges. held back from crying.
I cried when my family went to work and i was home alone.
No more Rostrata... no more Primary School anymore.... T.T
Byebye Rostrata... thanks for all those memories i gained.
Christmas Party on Christmas Day !
Went to Cousin Yen's house for the whole night. Played Guitar Hero.
HELL FUN ! OMGOMGOMG !! I am sooooooo getting it.
I suck at the Guitar though.... but im good at the drums..
My aunt said that i'm really good at the drum.... following the beat.
but i doubt that. she thought i played the drums at school. =.="
Ate some food. it was alright... didn't eat much.
On a big table, it was filled with LOTS of presents !
WOW ! I haven't seen that much presents in my life !
Watched Cousin Yen's friends play piggy... and watched Donna too.
SOOOO FUNNY !! One of her friend called Gary was on level 1 in piggy.
(Hint: In Piggy, if you're a different level to people, you can't talk to them or else
you go up a level. If they are the same level as you, you can talk to them)
Then her other friend, Paul, asked Gary a question... i don't know what it was.
And Gary actually replied !! Probably coz he forgot they were still in a game.
Everyone cracked up laughing ! I couldn't stop laughing myself !
Then Gary started swearing to Paul in Cantonese.... soooo funny.
Gary went from Level 1 to Level 6 !
Level 7 is the Game Over level... meaning Piggy level !
Present time ! Sort of like Secret Santa. Everyone had to get a number in a bowl.
(Hint: In this Secret Santa, you can snatch other people's presents that they opened.)
I got Number 3.... unlucky. When i opened the present i chose, WOW !
M&M Truck !! EVERYONE WANTED IT !!
Stupid Cousin Yen stole it off me..... ARGHHHHH !!!!
In the end, i got this Calligraphy Pen Set.
Its alright i guess. M&M truck would've been better.
My 2008 Christmas ended like that... bye-bye !
I shall end my long post here. Merry late Christmas !
YAY ! Finally.
Saturday, December 13, 2008 // back to top
Yay ! I finally bought my Graduation Party shoes !It is white.......... like my dress. *sigh*I hope it matches my dress. seriously.Or else, im gonna CRY!! Nah, i won't cry.Some of my friends are still looking for a dress !Luckily, i already got mine from my sister !Good luck for those finding a dress ~We have a karaoke machine in our house now !YIPPEEEE ~ Now i can sing some other music !My uncle is.... fixing it? I can't find the right word for it.I just hope it works. or else, I'LL KILL CHINA FOR CRAPPY STUFF !!RAWRRRR !! Anyways, i need to cook dinner for myself now.My mum couldn't be bothered cooking it for me. sheesh.
Time flies by quickly...
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 // back to top
Time moves quickly.... too fast.Luckily, i don't have anymore Sunday Tuition now!YIPPEEEEE ! freeeee ~ .... until next year =.="I've been doing a lot of shopping latelymainly for my Graduation Party clothes.Found the clothes a long time ago... i am only missing...my pair of shoes ! sheesh.. stupid mum.Normally, i wouldn't care what to wear to an outingand i'm never interested in shopping for clothes, really.My mum insists on buying it for me... to cheapest ones.When my dad heard i'm buying clothes,his eyes grew bigger. omgosh. is it because i never say it often?Me: Mum, i need to buy clothes for Graduation Party.Mum: Huh? Oh. buy cheap ones.Dad: OF COURSE !! anything you like i will buy it for you <3Me: ... uhh... even if its over $100?Dad: of course ! you never ask to buy clothes so i will buy anything for you.Me: OK ! TO THE GAMES STORE !!!Dad: .... i didn't mean that.Bonnie: HAHAHA !! Leonie? Dress? Don't make me laugh.Me: i just did. retard.Bonnie: YOUR THE RETARD YOU RETARD !!!Me: No you are !! Mentally retarded freak !!And the story goes on with Bonnie & I calling each other retards.My normal life... being called retard by my sisters is normal to me.I've been called that since i was 9. seriously.Ouch ! Bonnie just wacked me on the head.she read what i typed down. omgosh. my lump is getting bigger.Nevermind. doesn't hurt... much.95% of girls in my year are gonna wear a dress to Graduation Party.I wonder if my manly (but yet a girl) friend, Nadin, is wearing a dress?HAHAHAHAHAHA !! Omg, i have to snap a photo of it !Once in a lifetime experience !! BWAHAHAHAHAHAA !!Bet she might not... *sigh*Theres only 1 person i wouldn't want him to see me in a dressbut thats another story.....Countdown officially BEGINS !!! 7 days to go....
Ouch !
Friday, December 5, 2008 // back to top
An okay day to OUCH! day. sprained my THUMB!!Argh, its my left hand too. now i can't write properly.or hold chopsticks properly. DAMMIT!!It hurts so much that if i move it a lot, tears come out of my eyes.Oh yeah, a smiling moon happened on Monday, 1st Dec!Took a photo... but... cannot see it properly.It was on the news! My friend says it only comes once every decade.Wow, must be lucky to see it! it looks pretty-ful.*Sigh* Love problems, eh? im sure i have some of that.
Furious.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 // back to top
So bloody furious. i feel like i would want to kill her.Lately at school, many things have been disappearing.But, mostly all my things are gone example. stationery, notes etc.Why did these missing things happen THIS term ?!THIS IS THE LAST BLOODY TERM OF MINE !!!And, this started at the exact same time as when l'Easha come.THAT BITCH !! ... pretending she doesn't know about it.Lets count how many things are missing from me:1. a few textas2. MY PACER LEAD !! I NEED IT BLOODY HELL.3. My sticker name label thing. had it since term 1, term 4 now its missing.4. a fineliner but Hong found it under our bag benches.5. My red pen.Hmmm.... 5 things, not bad. OF COURSE ITS BAD !!F***ing hell, that bitch is trying to frame me.Ah, did i mention, there was graffiti in the GIRLS toilet?Why did it happen THIS term? WHY ?!If someone would've wanted to graffiti our school,they would've done that at the start of school this year.but why is it the LAST term that it happened?And also, l'Easha came to our school THIS term. the last term.Isn't that related somehow?Stealing other peoples stationery, graffiti in the girls toilet.All of these happened this last term. when she came.No one likes her at our school. she knows it.In my point of view, she hates me the most. she sat next to me before.Oh yeah, i mentioned that my sticker name labels were missing right?Guess where some of the stickers were found? Yep, thats right.GIRLS TOILET. Guess WHO found it?One of our school teachers, Mrs O'brian.Who does she suspect? l'Easha. You know why?At that time, Mrs O'brian walked in the Girls toilet.And, l'Easha came OUT of the toilets. Hmmmmmmmmm.Then, Mrs O'brian saw something behind a door. she went to checked.AND, found MY sticker name labels on the back of the door.Coincidence? I think not. i think shes trying to frame me for the graffiti.So I can get in trouble. Unfortunately, shes is wrong. in many ways.I won't say anymore. see how it goes.My homeroom teacher, Mr Hill, knows about this problem.When our whole class found out my stickers were found in the girls toilet,their face shows they were surprised. but no one accused me.because they know i wouldn't be that low to stick it in the toilets.I looked at l'Easha's face, it didn't look like she was surprised to me.Her face was exactly the same, the 'i don't give a damn' face.AND THAT MONKEY FACE. her mouth sticks out. so ugly.Before Mr Hill asked everyone in our class about it,he talked with Monkey-face & I about it.Monkey-face sure looked quite worried and nervous.After we finished talking, went back to class.All my classmates, except Monkey-face, asked me about it.What happened? Did you get into trouble? Did you solve it?No, i didn't get into trouble. No, we didn't solve it.What happened? nothing much.... to other people.Mainly everyone in my class... said they would support me.To be honest, i felt very happy and confident.To have these lucky classmates, although they act stupid all the time.I hope this matter would soon be solved.And, slip out of my head soon. before Graduation.New songs updated !